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posted : Monday, July 12, 2010
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► the laughter, ▌▌ the memories, █▌ the pain, ◄◄ the happiness --- I wish life has all these buttons. I'm really getting sick of this life. Please God, give me a rest, will you? Monday - Wednesday, school. Somehow, I'm still worried that I've chosen the wrong path. I don't have what it takes to be a chef. I thought working in the kitchen would be a piece of cake. It's just completely different from what it's like in the textbook or movies. School is getting tough now, I'm afraid that I can no longer keep up anymore. And to make it worse, mom gave me a curfew. I should be home latest by 7, during school days. Thursday - Sunday, nothing to do, sometimes working. Mom nag all day long, like a broken radio. Now she is also trying to cut me off from internet, complaining that I'm draining the internet, and the house owner is not happy with that. 1st she cut me off from my friends here, by creating a fucking curfew, now she's trying to cut me off from my friends overseas too. Working... shit... I admit, that it's a pride to work in a such big restaurant, but if u can't keep up with them, they'll treat u as an invisible human being. Truthfully, I won't be surprised if one day my boss sack me out. |