I'm sorry. I shouldn't have said that.
I care for you. still.

I'm sorry that I called you at the wrong time when you're back in your country.

I afraid that I might annoy you if i talk or sms or even just by showing up in front of you.
I resent myself for not chasing after you earlier today, and try to apologize in person.
I fucked up everything. I'm a fucked up person.
I'm over you too. if that's the words you've been looking for. Will you forgive me and be my friend? 

Or, perhaps, can i start all over again from the very beginning? Or at least, could you tell me where have i done wrong, that you ignored me at the first place?